Writing a diary
Sep. 30th, 2009 09:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
allopenstarI have alot of thoughts that I always want to write down, like in my darkest moments, when I am thinking about leaving God, only one thought kept me going: if my life is screwed up and out of control now, imagine how out of control it is gonna be when God is out of the picture. Selfish yes, but I never claimed to have a purely altruistic motive when I place my faith in God.
I watch alot of shows now, because my life is very empty now. Pretty pathetic in a way. I am happy watching shows, cos I learn alot of stuff, form a few opinions on various issues and broaden my view of the world. Sometimes, I wish I was DOING something instead of watching it all pass by me, but generally, I am happy where I am.
I love reading my friends page, because it keeps me aware of ongoings like Polanski's arrest.
I am thinking of participating in Day of Silence 2010.
I NEED TO STUDY.
If you read this journal often, do leave a comment. I dunno, friend me or smth. Lemme know. I am gonna screen comments...
I watch alot of shows now, because my life is very empty now. Pretty pathetic in a way. I am happy watching shows, cos I learn alot of stuff, form a few opinions on various issues and broaden my view of the world. Sometimes, I wish I was DOING something instead of watching it all pass by me, but generally, I am happy where I am.
I love reading my friends page, because it keeps me aware of ongoings like Polanski's arrest.
I am thinking of participating in Day of Silence 2010.
I NEED TO STUDY.
If you read this journal often, do leave a comment. I dunno, friend me or smth. Lemme know. I am gonna screen comments...
