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allopenstarI remember being 14 and thinking, 'yeah, I think I know who I am.'
I remember being 15, 16 & 17 and thinking, 'I know who I am, why can't people just figure out who they are?'
I remember being 18 & 19, thinking, 'this is who I am.'
And now that I am 20, I realize how long it has taken me to truly admit who I am. 20 is so old. Sometimes, I can't believe that I was so ignorant about my identity and the way I viewed myself. Theoretical is very, very different from actually being. I wish I didn't waste 6 years of my life mulling over it. I wished I had just lived it.
Even though I missed out on those 6 years, I am gonna make the rest of my life count.
I remember being 15, 16 & 17 and thinking, 'I know who I am, why can't people just figure out who they are?'
I remember being 18 & 19, thinking, 'this is who I am.'
And now that I am 20, I realize how long it has taken me to truly admit who I am. 20 is so old. Sometimes, I can't believe that I was so ignorant about my identity and the way I viewed myself. Theoretical is very, very different from actually being. I wish I didn't waste 6 years of my life mulling over it. I wished I had just lived it.
Even though I missed out on those 6 years, I am gonna make the rest of my life count.
