Being Open
May. 2nd, 2010 01:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
allopenstarI think that my cg talks quite a bit about being open. And we are open, we are able to click easily with each other, and talk about anything under the sun, compete crazily when it comes to Citadel and all that. Sometimes the fun overtakes the fellowship, but I don't want to miss out on a chance to be open. And I want to share. So if anyone wants to know more, they can come to my blog and find out more.
I am recently very bogged down by financial concerns. I am slowly trying to become financially independent, but my past debts (to my mom) are hindering me from fully maximising my income the way I want to. I want to take ownership of my car, but it is hard to do so, when I lack the financial means. And I feel so tired when I think about the fact that I have to work for one more month before I can do so.
I think it is really cool that my cg talks about the finances required for university education. While I am never concerned about that because my parents can pay for it, it is still cool to learn about the amount that I am going too spend in the final stage of my education.
Eh, this is weird. I just got called to talk to my mom and apparently she went to a fortune teller on my behalf, First of all, ROFL. Okay, so she said that my luck is not good, so need to add luck. ROFL. I'll do as she says, haha. Then she said it's better if I get married after 31, which yay! Does that mean I can focus on my career? Okay, I do love young kids (1-6yrs), but terror starts at 7. LOL. Well, I hope this doesn't conflict with who I meet in church? She also said I got bad heart, cannot do stuff like bungee jumping, or skydiving. Which is half joy, half regret. I hate heights, but I love extreme adrenaline rush. Ah well.
Oh, and my fav part is that she says, in the next three years, I should not get attached. Which YAY! No pressure or any weird questions! Yes, I want to remain single. Anyway, those who knows me knows what type of romance/relationship I like, and how high my expectations are. Sometimes, I wonder who, other than God, can fulfill it. But like Mel said, God can send someone that will be beyond your expectations.
But nevertheless, my life is God's, and He will lead me. These are calculations of a false prophet, and only God's calling is true. So if God prompts, all of the above will be swept away.
Now, I am simply happy with Generation Kill, American Idiot, Supernatural, White Collar, Rent, Glee, HIMYM, Castle and spending time with the people I love.
Whoo, long blog post. I want to write more stuff and pour my heart out, rather than hide it all in.
I am recently very bogged down by financial concerns. I am slowly trying to become financially independent, but my past debts (to my mom) are hindering me from fully maximising my income the way I want to. I want to take ownership of my car, but it is hard to do so, when I lack the financial means. And I feel so tired when I think about the fact that I have to work for one more month before I can do so.
I think it is really cool that my cg talks about the finances required for university education. While I am never concerned about that because my parents can pay for it, it is still cool to learn about the amount that I am going too spend in the final stage of my education.
Eh, this is weird. I just got called to talk to my mom and apparently she went to a fortune teller on my behalf, First of all, ROFL. Okay, so she said that my luck is not good, so need to add luck. ROFL. I'll do as she says, haha. Then she said it's better if I get married after 31, which yay! Does that mean I can focus on my career? Okay, I do love young kids (1-6yrs), but terror starts at 7. LOL. Well, I hope this doesn't conflict with who I meet in church? She also said I got bad heart, cannot do stuff like bungee jumping, or skydiving. Which is half joy, half regret. I hate heights, but I love extreme adrenaline rush. Ah well.
Oh, and my fav part is that she says, in the next three years, I should not get attached. Which YAY! No pressure or any weird questions! Yes, I want to remain single. Anyway, those who knows me knows what type of romance/relationship I like, and how high my expectations are. Sometimes, I wonder who, other than God, can fulfill it. But like Mel said, God can send someone that will be beyond your expectations.
But nevertheless, my life is God's, and He will lead me. These are calculations of a false prophet, and only God's calling is true. So if God prompts, all of the above will be swept away.
Now, I am simply happy with Generation Kill, American Idiot, Supernatural, White Collar, Rent, Glee, HIMYM, Castle and spending time with the people I love.
Whoo, long blog post. I want to write more stuff and pour my heart out, rather than hide it all in.
