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I feel like telling all, or at least, try to reason out why I am feeling so distant these days, but I am way too tired. 

Maybe tomorrow. But, as always, You know. You understand and see me so clearly. 

You are good, because:

no matter how self-defeating I am, You lift me up; 
no matter how quietly I celebrate, You multiply my joy;
no matter how much I need a response, You flood me with emotions;
no matter how far I am away, You are right beside me.

I am vulnerable because I allow people to see me, myself included. Myself most of all. I know myself best, and I can hurt me so badly. 

But You lift me above all these. 

Your love enables me not only to love others, but also to love myself, for the mistakes I make, and the flaws that I have.

Your agape love is just so powerful.