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allopenstarSo the first reaction is to wonder if their opinion will change. Ah well, it is inevitable.
But the fact is that if I didn't have to, I wouldn't want to. But I have to, because not saying is worse than saying it. I don't think that this sensation can be explained, only can be experienced.
In other thoughts, I want to grow closer to God, to let Him speak into my life. I don't want to depend on my own understanding to justify. I want to hear Him, to hear His words and His understanding.
Sometimes, I don't want to face all of this, and I just want to run away.
But still, I am going to face it and face the consequences all at one go. With all the people. Because this is going to be a long term thing, and it has to be resolved one way or another.
Also, Korean dramas make me angry cos of all their angsting. Why is there so much stupid drama? Suits. Suits is a brilliant series. Watch that.
But the fact is that if I didn't have to, I wouldn't want to. But I have to, because not saying is worse than saying it. I don't think that this sensation can be explained, only can be experienced.
In other thoughts, I want to grow closer to God, to let Him speak into my life. I don't want to depend on my own understanding to justify. I want to hear Him, to hear His words and His understanding.
Sometimes, I don't want to face all of this, and I just want to run away.
But still, I am going to face it and face the consequences all at one go. With all the people. Because this is going to be a long term thing, and it has to be resolved one way or another.
Also, Korean dramas make me angry cos of all their angsting. Why is there so much stupid drama? Suits. Suits is a brilliant series. Watch that.
