Understanding.

[allopenstar]

"And I will. But don't make me. Please. Find a way to make it better for other people without it always being about you, or about me, or about what happened. I want to live with you; I don't want to live the rest of my life with that."

I want to live like that. Sometimes, I overpersonalise, and it is difficult to get a clear head. But of course, I want someone who understand it, so that I don't have to personalise it to be heard.

I think, right now, what I really want is someone who understands. Not someone who leads, or follows or whatever. I am dying for someone to understand.

God does, of course, but being in a community who doesn't understand doesn't help at all. And sometimes, I am way too tired to campaign alone.