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allopenstar) wrote2009-10-06 06:58 am
allopenstar) wrote2009-10-06 06:58 am
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Sleep
I can't sleep, and I am thinking way too much.
I recognise this. It is my pre-A lvl panic mode. Actually, it comes up every time for any national exam. I hate feeling this way, alternating between the certainty that all will be well, and the damned surety that I will fail spectacularly.
Assuring in some way, disconcerting in another. I very much doubt I will break out of it. Most probably will live in denial if I can achieve that state of mind.
But under all this confusion, I do lift it up to God, and I know He will see me through.
I recognise this. It is my pre-A lvl panic mode. Actually, it comes up every time for any national exam. I hate feeling this way, alternating between the certainty that all will be well, and the damned surety that I will fail spectacularly.
Assuring in some way, disconcerting in another. I very much doubt I will break out of it. Most probably will live in denial if I can achieve that state of mind.
But under all this confusion, I do lift it up to God, and I know He will see me through.