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allopenstar ([personal profile] allopenstar) wrote2010-06-01 02:27 am

The Moment

 I never thought that this moment will arrive. I can't explain it, that I have been waiting for the past 3 years, more than half of my spiritual walk with God, also praying for this one moment. All I can simply say is, thank You. 

Thank You for the amazing conviction that you have placed in my life. It is simply not of me, and it is only by You and Your power that my carnal self is slowly beginning to be overcome. My heart has been so completely cleansed, and I simply want to rely on You and spend the rest of life living for You. Let me not become prideful or conceited, but to be constantly humbled by You. 

I have been praying for this breakthrough for so long, I didn't even realised that it happened until I thought about it. 

Thank You, thank You for the past 3 years of bland Christian living that I will never forget, and that I will always strive to not let the people around me fall into, now that I know what it is like to live so powerfully with You. 

To be edified, sanctified and set apart for You. To glorify Your name. 

Some things, only God's timing will work.  For those who find themselves struggling powerlessly, never give up. He will simply not leave you there. Believe and have faith. Seek Him, and know that one word from God will save you days, weeks, months and years of struggling. Kepp your heart open, and He will deliver you very soon. 

Be ready for a revival.

Lord, thank You for the revival in my heart. Please renew me each day, and help me in guarding my heart for You.

I am finding that when you are close to God, even old, familiar songs can have such a strong impact in your life. When you feel God, anything can be spiritual.