allopenstar | Change

Anyone who knows me over an extended period of time, especially during times of great transition, will know that i HATE change. Changing my personality, specifically. I always feel like a sell out if I turn into a 'responsible, well-balanced adult' rather than remain my 'obsessive, weird and slacker' self. I feel like I am not remaining true to who I really am, that I am giving myself up for some structure of system of the world. I believe that I can still be who I am, and still make it somewhere in this society.

Yeah, so I hate feeling like a sell out, and today I was on the edge of doing something like that.